Tozerboy

Horoscope
Libra
For 03/30/2006

Just when you were thinking it might be safe to come out, and that the intrigue of the past few days might be over — well, you’ve just discovered that it’s not. Fortunately, the secrecy is over. The universe seems to have decided to not only take your side and coax you out of the darkness, but to bring you right out into the open. You can thank the persuasive Moon for that, since yesterday’s Solar Eclipse is still very much in effect, bringing out all the depth, intensity and intimacy in each and every one of your relationships.

OK, I’m Gay, lets get that out of the way. I’ve hinted to here, but I’m tired of hinting. If any of you think I’m crazy for saying it bluntly, well blame my horoscope, or the planets and stars. I had to say it here so I could move on. I am tired of the charade and I might as well start ending it here too. The whole Fifty Year Old Virgin thing eludes to the fact that I am very new to this. I am starting over. I am so damn bad at it too. So completely clumsy around the topic and others, that I feel like I’m fifteen. Pardon me while I trip down the stairs of this new life.

Do I know what being Gay means? No, not even to me. I am still learning. That is what I am trying to discover and it is my plan, in part, to use this blog for that. The best I can do is to describe how it feels at the moment, the definition of what being Gay on March 30 is to me, and then move on to the next day. Not that I plan to make an entry here everyday, that might get boring.So how do I feel? I feel scared, uncertain, determined and energized.

stay tuned…